But really, Im in love with this guy. Neither of us ever thought it would work out, and now things just have been, really really well. I’ve never known someone to be so encouraging, open and understanding to talk to, wood believe in me in a way that helps me believe in and understand myself, who loves the LORD in such an inspiring, passionate, reverent and humble way, and who i feel so encouraged too be myself and just have fun around.
We’re both praying about moving forward, but i have some anxiety about that because I’ve still only lived in Denver for like 10 months and i don’t feel like i have the kind of support community here that is need to move forward with something like this. We’re both in no hurry but i still feel bummed that I’ve been on my own for over 2 years and still don’t have a solid support group in Colorado :/ and I’m bummed about that completely independently